SCHOOL. IS. OUT.
Yippee ki yay, mother fucker.
Hahaha.
So today I took my english test which seemed pretty easy.
Everyone was allowed to screw around in all of our other classes.
Theeeeen, at the end of the day, we had a meet-and-weep.
Aka: Chorus sang music about leaving, we ate cake, and everyone sat around and cried.
It's been an...interesting day considering I wont see some of these people again, or atleast until we make out-of-school plans.
I didn't cry until I was on the bus.
Then I used Josh's shirt as a glorified tissue and we listened to my ipod.
I'll miss all my my amazing friends.
I'll always love ya'll.
Don't let anyone tell you that you aren't the best people on the face of the earth.
~~~
I believe I have come to terms that some people can just be unsufferable bitches sometimes (and that drama is drama) and to try not to let them bother me anymore.
I've been ridiculously stressed out recently, to the point where I've either been a bitch or distant to everyone who's close to me. I guess it's true what Ashley said about how when bad things start happening I "shut down". I've just been uber depressed and such. Almost too emo to function.
I'm so sorry.
I'm getting better now.
I promise.
I think leaving Phillips is helping me feel like myself again. I've been feeling so weird recently.
So even though I'm leaving some of my dearest loved ones, leaving *certain* people (or atleast the thought of it) is definitely making me feel better.
~~~
RAHHHH.
So band camp begins Thursday.
"So, Briana, how shall you spend your day off?"
I'm glad you asked random reader!
I'm going to Adrianna's house to teach her the stuff she missed when she couldn't go to practice. (Color guard).
Boyfriend asked me if I could go to the movies tomorrow but I dont know if I can....
Blarg. I hope I didnt upset him. I know I've been upsetting him for a while now with my blah attitude.
Hopefully everything will work out.
~~~
I'm going to dedicate this paragraph/area to my issues with Boyfriend at the moment.
Alrighty, soooo: I don't really have any issues with him.
Butcha know how I mentioned that I've been feeling weird lately?
I'm pretty sure I've been exerting that on him.
Like, we'll be on the phone and I'll say something and then he just won't talk...
and I'll overreact and be like, "I'll go.", because I don't want him to have to be in a one-sided conversation or anything..
Last night that happened and we almost kinda sorta got into an arguement.
He was like, "Well if you want to leave, you can.", and it wasn't that I wanted to leave it's just that I didn't want....
Gah. So, yeah. I think I made him angry.
I really really want to make him happy.
He hasn't seemed happy recently. I think my inner me just wanted to punch me in the face for how stupid that sounded. I know he hasn't been the happiest person in the world lately.
All sorts of drama and shit and me...
I get paranoid that he'll think I want to dump him. I don't, of course.
I love him to death.
Atleast we'll get to see each other during band camp! That'll be awesomeness in a can made of more awesomeness! With polar bears attached! Which is pretty darn awesome!
~~~
Yesterday, in Science, I was twirling a pair of scissors on my finger and bothering my friend Tasia (Example: "Hey Tasia, does this look dangerous? Dooooes it? TAAASIAAA??) and the scissors flew off my finger and hit me in the face.
Specifically, they hit my lip. So now I have a little bruise on my lip from being autistic with a pair of scissors.
Moral of the story:
Scissors don't like making friends with your face. Quite the opposite actually.
~~~
I have been listening to the band Mindless Self Indulgence so much recently. Ya'll should go listen.
But don't if you have problems with explicit lyrics. xD
~~~
I received my Davidson hoodie (the one I ordered about two months ago) at the meet-and-weep today!
It's fluffy!
I'm wearing it now!
Happy face?
~~~
Well I gotta go!
Okay, not really but I'm not sure of what else to say.
I think I'm going to go read Boyfriend's blog.
Bye-Bye!!
</3 + ♫ + ♥ = <3
(or >3 )
Tuesday, May 24, 2011
Sunday, May 22, 2011
Liars Lie
Today I went with Lily and Sheila to Mobicon.
Lily cosplayed as Kairi from Kingdom Hearts and I was Misa Amane from Death Note.
People said I looked a lot like her.
It was cool.
Halfway through Mobicon we walked past these two people dressed as Light and L.
They were handcuffed together liked they were that one time in the series and it was like, OhMaiGosh ha.
So we walked by them and at first none of us noticed each other then I glanced back right when L glanced back and was like, "**Waves** :D"
And I was like, "**waves back** :D"
And L was like," **Tugs on light's chain and points at me**"
And Light was like, "MISA!!!! **hugs**"
And I was like "LIGHT!! **hugs back**"
And Sheila was like, "*takes pictures*"
So, it was a cool day. We ate lunch with L and Light and got Light's number and such.
It was a pretty fun day.
We didn't stay for the costume content though.
Sadface.
I got a Misa-bottle-cap necklace, a book, some stickers, some chocolate and etc at Mobicon.
~~~
So, Jessi is pretty pissed at me.
Why?
I haven't been sitting at our lunch table for the past week....
^If that doesn't sound like a good enough reason, I'm a pretty shitty friend in general so yeeeah.
For the first two days of the week Ferdinand and Tosin were like, "BRI WE DONT UNDERSTAND THIS MATH HOMEWORK. COME HERE. NAO.", which is my excuse for those days.
The last three or so were because I wanted to avoid Ashley...
I'm sorry. I can't make excuses. I'm a shitty friend sometimes but I love Jessi and I never want her to think I'm abandoning her.
She wrote me a letter and stuck it in my bookbag..
"Hey Briana,
When you asked me if I was mad at you, I said I wasnt because I never see you anymore, therefore there's nothing for me to be mad at. But I am kinda frustrated about how you never sit at or talk to me anymore. Just b/c you're in color guard at Davidsonnow doesnt mean you have to forget about me, or any of us at the table we used to sit at. I hope you have a GREAT fucking time in high school with your new friends. You dont have to go through the trouble of calling me during the summer either. And by the way, Raegan asked me to sit with her during lunch but I said no because I sit with you and Ashley and Lauren and Brady, but then I saw you over there at their table. Thanks for being a friend. 6th and 7th grade was great, but 8th grade kinda fucking sucked.
- Jessica
(You don't have to talk to me the last two days in this hell hole because all of a sudden you feel bad which I doubt you will)"
I wrote her a letter back and handed it to her in first period. She stuffed it in her bag and walked away...
I don't know if it changed anything.
I apologized for being a shitty friend and told her how I didn't want to lose a best friend.
I hope she forgives me.
~~~
As I've mentioned earlier, I ahven't been sitting at my usual table this past week.
Where have I been sitting?
With Tosin, Ferdinand, and Adrianna. <--- I'm assuming she said the thing about color guard because Adrianna's in color guard with me.
I discovered last night and today that those are pretty much the only people there that like me.
The other people: This girl Susie, a girl named Sarah, a girl named Raugan (mentioned by Jessi. They're kind of friends. I already assumed Raugan disliked me *reminisces on how she made me want to cry during first semester with all of her "jokes" about my ugly/boyish visage*), and a few more people.
So, I've only sat there about five times right?
Apparently, they talk about how I'm taking over the table and how they want me to go away.
0.0
Ferdinand and Tosin didn't tell me because they like me sitting there.
Um....okay?
I knew Sarah disliked me. xD
I had P.E. with her in the 6th grade and she always yelled at me for "being in her way" when I was at my locker. I already knew she was kind of bitchy, but she sits on the polar opposite side of the table than I so I didn't think much of it.
I thought Susie was kind of nice but apparently she thinks I'm replacing their friend Maggie (who is pretty cool, I suppose. I don't really know either of the girls very well).
If I am, then I apologize o.O A lot.
And I'll leave.
People really need to just tell me to fuck off if they want to. It'll jsut save trouble.
I know I tell people to just tell me to fuck off if they want me to jokingly, but usually I'm pretty serious.
Wheeeew. I'm accomplished.
They should make a movie about me.
Briana: The girl who pisses off masses of people without being aware of it.
I really need some form of annoyance-meter where it tells me if I'm annoying someone nearby.
~~~
What I've accomplished in the last few weeks of school:
Grrrr, this was supposed to be published Saturday night.
Now I'm behind on my ranting schedule.
Oh well. I was going to talk about other stuff but....
I'll seeeee about posting tomorrow.
Only two days left of school.
Let's see if they're as bad as the third....
And so the malignant countdown continues.
(P.S. There's this comic that's amazing that you have to read.
http://archipelagocomic.com/comic/?id=1
if it looks bad it's not.
It's bloody amazing.)
(PsPs: I hope you're okay.)
(PsPsPs: I know :/ )
<3
Lily cosplayed as Kairi from Kingdom Hearts and I was Misa Amane from Death Note.
People said I looked a lot like her.
It was cool.
Halfway through Mobicon we walked past these two people dressed as Light and L.
They were handcuffed together liked they were that one time in the series and it was like, OhMaiGosh ha.
So we walked by them and at first none of us noticed each other then I glanced back right when L glanced back and was like, "**Waves** :D"
And I was like, "**waves back** :D"
And L was like," **Tugs on light's chain and points at me**"
And Light was like, "MISA!!!! **hugs**"
And I was like "LIGHT!! **hugs back**"
And Sheila was like, "*takes pictures*"
So, it was a cool day. We ate lunch with L and Light and got Light's number and such.
It was a pretty fun day.
We didn't stay for the costume content though.
Sadface.
I got a Misa-bottle-cap necklace, a book, some stickers, some chocolate and etc at Mobicon.
~~~
So, Jessi is pretty pissed at me.
Why?
I haven't been sitting at our lunch table for the past week....
^If that doesn't sound like a good enough reason, I'm a pretty shitty friend in general so yeeeah.
For the first two days of the week Ferdinand and Tosin were like, "BRI WE DONT UNDERSTAND THIS MATH HOMEWORK. COME HERE. NAO.", which is my excuse for those days.
The last three or so were because I wanted to avoid Ashley...
I'm sorry. I can't make excuses. I'm a shitty friend sometimes but I love Jessi and I never want her to think I'm abandoning her.
She wrote me a letter and stuck it in my bookbag..
"Hey Briana,
When you asked me if I was mad at you, I said I wasnt because I never see you anymore, therefore there's nothing for me to be mad at. But I am kinda frustrated about how you never sit at or talk to me anymore. Just b/c you're in color guard at Davidsonnow doesnt mean you have to forget about me, or any of us at the table we used to sit at. I hope you have a GREAT fucking time in high school with your new friends. You dont have to go through the trouble of calling me during the summer either. And by the way, Raegan asked me to sit with her during lunch but I said no because I sit with you and Ashley and Lauren and Brady, but then I saw you over there at their table. Thanks for being a friend. 6th and 7th grade was great, but 8th grade kinda fucking sucked.
- Jessica
(You don't have to talk to me the last two days in this hell hole because all of a sudden you feel bad which I doubt you will)"
I wrote her a letter back and handed it to her in first period. She stuffed it in her bag and walked away...
I don't know if it changed anything.
I apologized for being a shitty friend and told her how I didn't want to lose a best friend.
I hope she forgives me.
~~~
As I've mentioned earlier, I ahven't been sitting at my usual table this past week.
Where have I been sitting?
With Tosin, Ferdinand, and Adrianna. <--- I'm assuming she said the thing about color guard because Adrianna's in color guard with me.
I discovered last night and today that those are pretty much the only people there that like me.
The other people: This girl Susie, a girl named Sarah, a girl named Raugan (mentioned by Jessi. They're kind of friends. I already assumed Raugan disliked me *reminisces on how she made me want to cry during first semester with all of her "jokes" about my ugly/boyish visage*), and a few more people.
So, I've only sat there about five times right?
Apparently, they talk about how I'm taking over the table and how they want me to go away.
0.0
Ferdinand and Tosin didn't tell me because they like me sitting there.
Um....okay?
I knew Sarah disliked me. xD
I had P.E. with her in the 6th grade and she always yelled at me for "being in her way" when I was at my locker. I already knew she was kind of bitchy, but she sits on the polar opposite side of the table than I so I didn't think much of it.
I thought Susie was kind of nice but apparently she thinks I'm replacing their friend Maggie (who is pretty cool, I suppose. I don't really know either of the girls very well).
If I am, then I apologize o.O A lot.
And I'll leave.
People really need to just tell me to fuck off if they want to. It'll jsut save trouble.
I know I tell people to just tell me to fuck off if they want me to jokingly, but usually I'm pretty serious.
Wheeeew. I'm accomplished.
They should make a movie about me.
Briana: The girl who pisses off masses of people without being aware of it.
I really need some form of annoyance-meter where it tells me if I'm annoying someone nearby.
~~~
What I've accomplished in the last few weeks of school:
- I've made two of my close friends hate/greatly dislike me
- I've generally pissed off anyone that I've tried to be friends with
- I've pissed off my mom
Grrrr, this was supposed to be published Saturday night.
Now I'm behind on my ranting schedule.
Oh well. I was going to talk about other stuff but....
I'll seeeee about posting tomorrow.
Only two days left of school.
Let's see if they're as bad as the third....
And so the malignant countdown continues.
(P.S. There's this comic that's amazing that you have to read.
http://archipelagocomic.com/comic/?id=1
if it looks bad it's not.
It's bloody amazing.)
(PsPs: I hope you're okay.)
(PsPsPs: I know :/ )
<3
Thursday, May 19, 2011
If You Lie You Don't Deserve To Have Friends. If You Lie You Don't Deserve To Have Them.
Today, was an alright day.
I'll outline any major events.
Around 5:30 AM:
I missed the bus so I got on the computer for a while. Then mom got off her butt to take me to school, because we thought I was going to be late.
6:45 AM:
I get to school 15+ minutes earlier than usual. I go find Adrianna and we sit outside of the band room.
Sometime after that in the morning before school starts:
Tosin shows up. I get my homework back. Eventually we leave the band room to go to the courtyard. Tosin and I fought over a rice krispie treat. He got three chunks, I got two.
First period:
I notice that Ferdinand wasn't there. I had a wtf??? moment then because he had been texting me beforehand.
He came in halfway through the period late, ha.
We didn't do much aside for review for exams.
Second period:
I doodled all over my paper and had mini-conversations with Lauren about random stuffs.
Third period:
I took a test and had a meeting with Sterling, Lauren, Brady, and Sheila about the road trip we're planning to Lily's house in Washington.
With stops it'll take 3 days.
Without stops? Two.
Guess we aren't getting potty breaks....hahaha.
Fourth period:
I passed notes with Brady and Lauren talking about random stuff and the road trip.
Fifth period:
We watched half of the class do their mass debate (say that fast, out loud) before "analyzing film".
So basically, we watched movies all period.
I hope we watch Megamind tomorrow.
Oh, and I didn't look at Josh's legs today.
Bahaha.
Lunch:
I went to Adrianna's table (Inhabitants: Tosin, Ferdinand, Kennedy, and etc) to show her some things that she missed at practice. I ended up arguing with Ferdinand about how much space I was taking up on his seat ('Cause I share a seat with him, lol).
Ferdinand- "Briana, you're taking up like 75% of the seat. That means I have only 25%, of MY seat."
Me- "Hmmm. It looks more 50%, 50%"
Ferdinand- "..."
Then I helped him and Tosin with homework.
I didn't mean to stay at the table for so long, but I spent pretty much all of the lunch wave there.
It kind of depresses me when I sit at my table with my friends, knowing that every one's a bit sad because Ashley is not there.
Sixth period:
Our class was displaced to the same classroom as my fifth period so I sat with some girls I'm not really acquainted with.
Boyfriend is good friends with one of them and she seems nice.
I'm really shy around people that I don't know though, so yeah.
Seventh period:
I tried not to notice how Ashley was sucking my soul out of my body as she blatantly ignored me.
I reflected about the bad things in my life. It was a dowwnnneerrr.
Bus #1:
Maddy was at SWAT so Josh and I chatted.
:3
We talked about lots of things.
Because we're us.
Bus #2:
Mrs. Johnson's daughter Erin was riding with us and since we haven't seen her in a long time (Silly college children.) she regaled us with tales from other lands.
Home:
Mom gave me a driving lesson.
Then I got on the computer.
~~~
I think that covers a lot of what happened today.
So yeah.
I'll just talk about random stuff from today now.
~~~
All of the guys at school have been playing some sort of 'rating game'.
They'd be like, "Yeah, I think she's a three."
But look, the numbers MEAN stuff.
I got a bunch of 2's and one 3.
Tosin told me what they mean. T.T
1- I hate you
2- I'd F you
3- I'd marry you
Then today apparently the guys added crap to it.
Tosin came up to me and was like, "You're so blue42~~D."
And I was like, "What does that mean?!"
And he was like, ";D"
And I was like, ">.<"
~~~
Today is Thursday.
I guess I'll just put another outline up.
Morning:
I didn't miss the bus today! However, I DID wake up 45 minutes late resulting in not being able to wash my hair.
So yeah. I got to school and went to the band room to see Sheila.
She dyed her hair last night.
She's gonna redye it cause she f-ed it up.
Then Tosin and Ferdinand stole my hairband which I was using to hide my bad hair day. >.<
I never got it back.
Sad face.
First period:
Ferdinand gave me a piece of a brownie he had.
Then we took our exams.
It was pretty easy aside from, you know, THE TEN OR SO QUESTIONS THAT MRS. PIERCE HAS NEVER GONE OVER.
So yeah.
Second period:
I took my year exam for German and did alright.
Mrs. Dewitt told us to go to Freerice.com after we finished so I did and spent my time gathering rice for starving people.
Fourth period:
I did a current event assignment that the substitute gave us to do and passed notes with Brady & Laurenenen.
We discussed important subjects such as pillows and cupcakes.
And cupcake pillows.
Fifth period:
We 'analyzed film' by watching part of Megamind.
I ♥ that movie, even though I haven't seen it all the way through.
Lunch:
Ashley sat at the table so I kind of avoided it.
No offense, but she would've started something.
So I just...yeah.
I went and sat with Ferdinand and people. It was pretty fun.
Third period:
We all sat in the bleachers and turned in our locks.
I had a serioush discussion with Lauren about certain things and then had a not-so-serious discussion with everyone else.
We, as a group, had a conversation about the shaving of pubes.
None of us do it, by the way. xD
Sixth period:
Maaaath.
Seventh period:
We reviewed for exams.
I talked to sterling for a bit which was kind of awkward (Ashley sits in between us).
Bus:
Maddy and I looked at pictures on Josh's Ipod and talked about funneh stuff.
On my second bus we had our annual pizza party.
It was a-freaking-mazing.
Speaking of amazing things, Mrs. Johnson (Bus driver I've known for three years) is buying Colton and I steaks for graduating. Shane thinks it's weird.
I think it's awesome. She also went to our honors program and gave us five dollars.
Best woman evar.
~~~
So now I'm just sitting here texting people.
I realize sometimes that a lot of the time I just text guys.
Guys are easy to talk to, in my opinion. Shrug.
~~~
Curses. Mobicon plans are confusing.
May not be able to go.
If I'm not?
I'll go to Adrianna's house and help her with the color guard stuff.
I hope I can go though..
Plus, I'll probably go to her house anyway.
~~~
Rant-of-the-day:
Wow.
Drama kind of sucks.
Bf's friend Lauren did some bullshit that I don't really care to explain.
And apparently a lot of people are pissed at Jesse for venting to me.
[Btw, here's a guide to the many Jess-peoples on my blog.
Jesse- Morgan's ex bf. Kinda my friend I suppose.
Jessi- My friend who is an Asian girl
Jessie- My cousin]
I don't really care about the venting stuff. If it makes someone feel better then I'm cool with it.
So, *shrug* to that.
I made Bf upset the other day by messing with him about spiders.
Example: "Hey Shaaaane. Shaaane. Guess what? On average, there are three spiders in each room of your house right now."
He's arachnophobic. I totally scored Gf-points there. Gosh.
Oh and Jessie is being a bish.
On Friday she found out about Shane and I and told me I had to tell my mom.
A, heeeeeeell no.
So bleh.
There's only three days of school left.
Let's see what occurs.
~~~
Life has changed A LOT in this past year.
Pretty much nothing is the same.
I know that's how life is but...it's shocking.
I guess that's one word for it. :P
~~~
Everyone's a let down it just depends on how far down they can go. ♫
~~~
Ps. I worry more when you don't tell me.
I'll outline any major events.
Around 5:30 AM:
I missed the bus so I got on the computer for a while. Then mom got off her butt to take me to school, because we thought I was going to be late.
6:45 AM:
I get to school 15+ minutes earlier than usual. I go find Adrianna and we sit outside of the band room.
Sometime after that in the morning before school starts:
Tosin shows up. I get my homework back. Eventually we leave the band room to go to the courtyard. Tosin and I fought over a rice krispie treat. He got three chunks, I got two.
First period:
I notice that Ferdinand wasn't there. I had a wtf??? moment then because he had been texting me beforehand.
He came in halfway through the period late, ha.
We didn't do much aside for review for exams.
Second period:
I doodled all over my paper and had mini-conversations with Lauren about random stuffs.
Third period:
I took a test and had a meeting with Sterling, Lauren, Brady, and Sheila about the road trip we're planning to Lily's house in Washington.
With stops it'll take 3 days.
Without stops? Two.
Guess we aren't getting potty breaks....hahaha.
Fourth period:
I passed notes with Brady and Lauren talking about random stuff and the road trip.
Fifth period:
We watched half of the class do their mass debate (say that fast, out loud) before "analyzing film".
So basically, we watched movies all period.
I hope we watch Megamind tomorrow.
Oh, and I didn't look at Josh's legs today.
Bahaha.
Lunch:
I went to Adrianna's table (Inhabitants: Tosin, Ferdinand, Kennedy, and etc) to show her some things that she missed at practice. I ended up arguing with Ferdinand about how much space I was taking up on his seat ('Cause I share a seat with him, lol).
Ferdinand- "Briana, you're taking up like 75% of the seat. That means I have only 25%, of MY seat."
Me- "Hmmm. It looks more 50%, 50%"
Ferdinand- "..."
Then I helped him and Tosin with homework.
I didn't mean to stay at the table for so long, but I spent pretty much all of the lunch wave there.
It kind of depresses me when I sit at my table with my friends, knowing that every one's a bit sad because Ashley is not there.
Sixth period:
Our class was displaced to the same classroom as my fifth period so I sat with some girls I'm not really acquainted with.
Boyfriend is good friends with one of them and she seems nice.
I'm really shy around people that I don't know though, so yeah.
Seventh period:
I tried not to notice how Ashley was sucking my soul out of my body as she blatantly ignored me.
I reflected about the bad things in my life. It was a dowwnnneerrr.
Bus #1:
Maddy was at SWAT so Josh and I chatted.
:3
We talked about lots of things.
Because we're us.
Bus #2:
Mrs. Johnson's daughter Erin was riding with us and since we haven't seen her in a long time (Silly college children.) she regaled us with tales from other lands.
Home:
Mom gave me a driving lesson.
Then I got on the computer.
~~~
I think that covers a lot of what happened today.
So yeah.
I'll just talk about random stuff from today now.
~~~
All of the guys at school have been playing some sort of 'rating game'.
They'd be like, "Yeah, I think she's a three."
But look, the numbers MEAN stuff.
I got a bunch of 2's and one 3.
Tosin told me what they mean. T.T
1- I hate you
2- I'd F you
3- I'd marry you
Then today apparently the guys added crap to it.
Tosin came up to me and was like, "You're so blue42~~D."
And I was like, "What does that mean?!"
And he was like, ";D"
And I was like, ">.<"
~~~
Today is Thursday.
I guess I'll just put another outline up.
Morning:
I didn't miss the bus today! However, I DID wake up 45 minutes late resulting in not being able to wash my hair.
So yeah. I got to school and went to the band room to see Sheila.
She dyed her hair last night.
She's gonna redye it cause she f-ed it up.
Then Tosin and Ferdinand stole my hairband which I was using to hide my bad hair day. >.<
I never got it back.
Sad face.
First period:
Ferdinand gave me a piece of a brownie he had.
Then we took our exams.
It was pretty easy aside from, you know, THE TEN OR SO QUESTIONS THAT MRS. PIERCE HAS NEVER GONE OVER.
So yeah.
Second period:
I took my year exam for German and did alright.
Mrs. Dewitt told us to go to Freerice.com after we finished so I did and spent my time gathering rice for starving people.
Fourth period:
I did a current event assignment that the substitute gave us to do and passed notes with Brady & Laurenenen.
We discussed important subjects such as pillows and cupcakes.
And cupcake pillows.
Fifth period:
We 'analyzed film' by watching part of Megamind.
I ♥ that movie, even though I haven't seen it all the way through.
Lunch:
Ashley sat at the table so I kind of avoided it.
No offense, but she would've started something.
So I just...yeah.
I went and sat with Ferdinand and people. It was pretty fun.
Third period:
We all sat in the bleachers and turned in our locks.
I had a serioush discussion with Lauren about certain things and then had a not-so-serious discussion with everyone else.
We, as a group, had a conversation about the shaving of pubes.
None of us do it, by the way. xD
Sixth period:
Maaaath.
Seventh period:
We reviewed for exams.
I talked to sterling for a bit which was kind of awkward (Ashley sits in between us).
Bus:
Maddy and I looked at pictures on Josh's Ipod and talked about funneh stuff.
On my second bus we had our annual pizza party.
It was a-freaking-mazing.
Speaking of amazing things, Mrs. Johnson (Bus driver I've known for three years) is buying Colton and I steaks for graduating. Shane thinks it's weird.
I think it's awesome. She also went to our honors program and gave us five dollars.
Best woman evar.
~~~
So now I'm just sitting here texting people.
I realize sometimes that a lot of the time I just text guys.
Guys are easy to talk to, in my opinion. Shrug.
~~~
Curses. Mobicon plans are confusing.
May not be able to go.
If I'm not?
I'll go to Adrianna's house and help her with the color guard stuff.
I hope I can go though..
Plus, I'll probably go to her house anyway.
~~~
Rant-of-the-day:
Wow.
Drama kind of sucks.
Bf's friend Lauren did some bullshit that I don't really care to explain.
And apparently a lot of people are pissed at Jesse for venting to me.
[Btw, here's a guide to the many Jess-peoples on my blog.
Jesse- Morgan's ex bf. Kinda my friend I suppose.
Jessi- My friend who is an Asian girl
Jessie- My cousin]
I don't really care about the venting stuff. If it makes someone feel better then I'm cool with it.
So, *shrug* to that.
I made Bf upset the other day by messing with him about spiders.
Example: "Hey Shaaaane. Shaaane. Guess what? On average, there are three spiders in each room of your house right now."
He's arachnophobic. I totally scored Gf-points there. Gosh.
Oh and Jessie is being a bish.
On Friday she found out about Shane and I and told me I had to tell my mom.
A, heeeeeeell no.
So bleh.
There's only three days of school left.
Let's see what occurs.
~~~
Life has changed A LOT in this past year.
Pretty much nothing is the same.
I know that's how life is but...it's shocking.
I guess that's one word for it. :P
~~~
Everyone's a let down it just depends on how far down they can go. ♫
~~~
Ps. I worry more when you don't tell me.
Wednesday, May 18, 2011
All I want are some Zs, a poptart, and perhaps you.
I just downloaded about twenty episodesof Yu-gi-oh abridged onto my Ipod.
I....I....I love referencing this shit.
Haha.
Example:
"My love for you is bigger than Mai Valentine's boobs."
~~~
Speaking of love being compared to Mai Valentine's meaty appendages of cleavage, that very line up there is how I feel about Boyfriend.
Saturday marked our three month mensiversary.
If anyone has watched Yu-gi-oh abridged then you'll know that I lurve him a freaking lot.
He always goes out of his way to cheer me up when I feel like stabbing myself in the knee repeatedly and then maybe stabbing someone else in the knee repeatedly.
He makes me happy in general, of course. 'Cause he's great like that.
He's given me some of my favorite memories and he's always been there for me. Boyfriend ish the best.
Wanna know some more stuff that's great about him?
He knows how much of an ass I am. He even slightly ENCOURAGES it.
And he was only slightly mentally scarred when I spammed him with Yu-gi-oh amvs, or when I named my time of the month Randy, or when I try to make him a bronie (harcore, heterosexual male fans of My Little Pony).
~~~
Holy freak.
Mobicon?
The cosplay situation is confusing.
So basically, what's going down is that Brianna is going as Rin Kagemine from the 'Daughter of evil' videos so I've been told I'm going as Lin.
Aka, I'm going to be her male entourage. xD
Good times.
Or something.
It's quite confusing. I have to call Lilykins in a moment to get details.
It's this saturday.
~~~
This morning my Ipod nearly scared me to death.
It said that I had numero 0 songs.
I ahve about 200.
Scaaary stuff right there, man.
Update: Yeah, it's cool. My music is there. <3
~~~
It's Wednesday morning.
I missed my bus.
Color guard practice was last night.
I really don't feel like doing this anymore....
If I do, I'm probably going to make a new blog.
Cursity curse curse.
~~~
The summer is almost here.
I....I....I love referencing this shit.
Haha.
Example:
"My love for you is bigger than Mai Valentine's boobs."
~~~
Speaking of love being compared to Mai Valentine's meaty appendages of cleavage, that very line up there is how I feel about Boyfriend.
Saturday marked our three month mensiversary.
If anyone has watched Yu-gi-oh abridged then you'll know that I lurve him a freaking lot.
He always goes out of his way to cheer me up when I feel like stabbing myself in the knee repeatedly and then maybe stabbing someone else in the knee repeatedly.
He makes me happy in general, of course. 'Cause he's great like that.
He's given me some of my favorite memories and he's always been there for me. Boyfriend ish the best.
Wanna know some more stuff that's great about him?
He knows how much of an ass I am. He even slightly ENCOURAGES it.
And he was only slightly mentally scarred when I spammed him with Yu-gi-oh amvs, or when I named my time of the month Randy, or when I try to make him a bronie (harcore, heterosexual male fans of My Little Pony).
~~~
Holy freak.
Mobicon?
The cosplay situation is confusing.
So basically, what's going down is that Brianna is going as Rin Kagemine from the 'Daughter of evil' videos so I've been told I'm going as Lin.
Aka, I'm going to be her male entourage. xD
Good times.
Or something.
It's quite confusing. I have to call Lilykins in a moment to get details.
It's this saturday.
~~~
This morning my Ipod nearly scared me to death.
It said that I had numero 0 songs.
I ahve about 200.
Scaaary stuff right there, man.
Update: Yeah, it's cool. My music is there. <3
~~~
It's Wednesday morning.
I missed my bus.
Color guard practice was last night.
I really don't feel like doing this anymore....
If I do, I'm probably going to make a new blog.
Cursity curse curse.
~~~
The summer is almost here.
Friday, May 13, 2011
BABIES, and Short People. Part 1.
This week has been 95% shitty and 5% moderately cool.
xD
Forreal.
~~~
Alright so let's get the bad stuff out of the way.
That's a bit of the bad stuff.
There's been some alright stuff though.
I had an interesting conversation with Lauren today at PE I suppose.
Me: Hey Lauren, what's your mother divided by two?
Lauren: A threesome.
Me: Impeccable answer.
It was funny.
~~~
Want to know what's weird?
Chain reactions are weird.
So the chain reaction in question goes like this:
I make a blog --> Sheila decided to make a blog --> Sterling made a blog
Except with more people on it.
So yeah.
It's going to suck if blogs become a huge ass fad among our friends.
I agree, it would be great.
Yet....I have concerns. If everyone has a blog and is reading mine....then it murders the reason why I originally got a blog.
Just sayin'.
I dunno.
~~~
P.S:
Sterling is with Josh now.
The song worked.
She showed it to her mom, who was apparently like "*SUPER MEGA APPROVAL FACE*".
~~~
I haven't posted in almost a week.
I'm sorry.
I was really tired Monday.
I was at Davidson on Tuesday.
I actually started a post on Wednesday but I did not finish it.
Yesterday, the blogspot website wasn't working.
Etc etc.
~~~
Tomorrow shall be Shane & I's (and Evan & Natalie's) (and probably some more people too, haha) three-month-mensiversary.
We went to the movies today to see 'Jumping the Broom'.
It was funny.
We both had to leave early though.
It was really nice seeing him after you know....three weeks.
He's awesome.
~~~
I have the urge to want a lot of views from Canada so I was thinking about making part of my post something a Canadian would look for.
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aaaand I'm done for now.
~~~
OH YEAH BY THE WAY, HAVE YOU LOST THE GAME TODAY?
~~~
I'll try to post the post I was planning on posting Wednesday later.
I'm uber tired.
Goodnight ya'll.
~~~
My rendition of Kevin (Inside joke), except for the baldness:
If ya'll like it I might finish it and put hair, etc on.
Sorry. I get bored late at night.
Omg, real quick:
Jacob is -always- making short jokes about me and he made a really funny one today.
Brad: Are you high?
Me: *About to answer*
Jacob: *Cuts off* No, she's short actually.
Do you get it?
:D
Do you get it?
Do you?
DO YOU?!!!
Babies.
Love, Bri.
<3
By teh way, peoples:
This isn't the end of this post.
I ahve a list of stuff going on here.
xD
Forreal.
~~~
Alright so let's get the bad stuff out of the way.
- Ashley has apparently decided not to be my friend anymore because I asked her a question (because she's seemed really standoffish recently). Specifically, I asked her if she cared about me anymore. Ahem. So she went into this long rant about how she's tired of me guilt-tripping her all of the time [Which I cannot personally remember -ever- doing. It might even be the opposite, really], how she only judges me 'because of the things I did with Van' [Which not only did I not want to tell her, but I NEVER mention him or anything to do with him], and how she's "done" with me. Whatever. If she wants a fight she's not getting one.
- Things in my classes have been hectic
- I've been fighting over how much I have to practice every day with BPM. She wanted me to practice for two hours. I don't even think I have two hours of free time. So we settled on one. Bleh.
- Monday, Mishka told me that I had gotten kicked off of color guard. I hadn't been.
- A very large amount of people that are close to me have the link to my blog now. I mean...I don't mind -that- much but it's just....I really made this blog so I could vent and such without having to bother anyone and so that I could talk about what I wanted to without having to hide what I really think. And now I can't...
That's a bit of the bad stuff.
There's been some alright stuff though.
I had an interesting conversation with Lauren today at PE I suppose.
Me: Hey Lauren, what's your mother divided by two?
Lauren: A threesome.
Me: Impeccable answer.
It was funny.
~~~
Want to know what's weird?
Chain reactions are weird.
So the chain reaction in question goes like this:
I make a blog --> Sheila decided to make a blog --> Sterling made a blog
Except with more people on it.
So yeah.
It's going to suck if blogs become a huge ass fad among our friends.
I agree, it would be great.
Yet....I have concerns. If everyone has a blog and is reading mine....then it murders the reason why I originally got a blog.
Just sayin'.
I dunno.
~~~
P.S:
Sterling is with Josh now.
The song worked.
She showed it to her mom, who was apparently like "*SUPER MEGA APPROVAL FACE*".
~~~
I haven't posted in almost a week.
I'm sorry.
I was really tired Monday.
I was at Davidson on Tuesday.
I actually started a post on Wednesday but I did not finish it.
Yesterday, the blogspot website wasn't working.
Etc etc.
~~~
Tomorrow shall be Shane & I's (and Evan & Natalie's) (and probably some more people too, haha) three-month-mensiversary.
We went to the movies today to see 'Jumping the Broom'.
It was funny.
We both had to leave early though.
It was really nice seeing him after you know....three weeks.
He's awesome.
~~~
I have the urge to want a lot of views from Canada so I was thinking about making part of my post something a Canadian would look for.
CANADACANADACANADAHOCKEYCANADACANADAMAPLELEAVESCANADACANADAMOOSECANADACANADA
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aaaand I'm done for now.
~~~
OH YEAH BY THE WAY, HAVE YOU LOST THE GAME TODAY?
~~~
I'll try to post the post I was planning on posting Wednesday later.
I'm uber tired.
Goodnight ya'll.
~~~
My rendition of Kevin (Inside joke), except for the baldness:
If ya'll like it I might finish it and put hair, etc on.
Sorry. I get bored late at night.
Omg, real quick:
Jacob is -always- making short jokes about me and he made a really funny one today.
Brad: Are you high?
Me: *About to answer*
Jacob: *Cuts off* No, she's short actually.
Do you get it?
:D
Do you get it?
Do you?
DO YOU?!!!
Babies.
Love, Bri.
<3
By teh way, peoples:
This isn't the end of this post.
I ahve a list of stuff going on here.
Saturday, May 7, 2011
"Me and Jabba tossed them back like "oooga chaca!"
Social was last night.
It was amazing.
The theme was 'Phantom of the opera' and it looked amazing.
All of our friends looked amazing too. :)
We started off the occasion by going to the classiest restaurant around:
Chick fil a.
Alright, so originally we were at Foosackly's but we walked across the street to Chick fil a instead.
Once we got there we did a bunch of shenanigans and took pictures.
Pictures:
It was cool.
I was supposed to go to a movie with Boyfriend beforehand but ride complications and shit....yeah.
I think I upset him.
Bleh.
I'm a bad person.
[I was reading his blog post today and he mentioned that he watched a video Cicco posted on Facebook from the restaurant and he mentioned how my date or something had his arm around me.
I didn't really have a date. A friend just asked if I wanted to go so I said okay. ^.^
The one with his arm around me was Zach and someone was taking a picture of us so that's why...]
So when then we left the restaurant we went to social and sat through the call outs, then danced. A lot.
The songs were all really fun to dance to and only a small amount of feet were stepped on.
There was only one slow song where people started slow dancing and I didn't have anyone so Braylon (friend that asked me) was like, "I guess let's dance.".
It was actually really awkward xD
Then Zach pinched my stomach and I punched him. -.-
So basically I danced all night with my girl friends and ate cake, haha. The cake was really good.
~~~
Tonight I'm going over to Adrianna's for her birthday party.
It'll be fun.
She said to bring a swimsuit.
I hope no one's taking pictures, lol.
~~~
I LOVE MY HAIR WHEN IT'S STRAIGHTENED.
Just saying.
It's awesome.
~~~
I have a rehearsal thing for color guard Tuesday so I probably won't post then.
I may or may not post next Friday 'cause I'm going with Boyfriend to a movie.
<3
I miss him.
~~~
Today, Boyfriend was like "OMG D:<" because a lot of people on his Facebook were making statuses about turtles.
For no apparent reason.
So I, being the awesome Gf that I am, posted one too.
~~~
I just got back from Adrianna's party.
OMG.
AMAZINGNESS IN PARTY FORM.
So yeah, it was pretty cool.
There was a not-lame water slide and pizza (HAHAHAHA, reminds me of boyfriend :'D) and cake and junk.
Well I'm gonna post this already cause I'm tired of typing.
Byebye, ya'll!
<3
It was amazing.
The theme was 'Phantom of the opera' and it looked amazing.
All of our friends looked amazing too. :)
We started off the occasion by going to the classiest restaurant around:
Chick fil a.
Alright, so originally we were at Foosackly's but we walked across the street to Chick fil a instead.
Once we got there we did a bunch of shenanigans and took pictures.
Pictures:
 |
| Zach is on the left, Cicco's looming figure is on the right. |
 |
| This is Josh :D Aka: Male blonde friend |
 |
| Maddy is on the left and Sheila is on the right |
 |
| Brady is on the right. Josh was taking the picture and told us to say "Bananas". |
 |
| Sterling/Cinderella is on the right of course |
 |
| Jessi= on left Sage = on right |
It was cool.
I was supposed to go to a movie with Boyfriend beforehand but ride complications and shit....yeah.
I think I upset him.
Bleh.
I'm a bad person.
[I was reading his blog post today and he mentioned that he watched a video Cicco posted on Facebook from the restaurant and he mentioned how my date or something had his arm around me.
I didn't really have a date. A friend just asked if I wanted to go so I said okay. ^.^
The one with his arm around me was Zach and someone was taking a picture of us so that's why...]
So when then we left the restaurant we went to social and sat through the call outs, then danced. A lot.
The songs were all really fun to dance to and only a small amount of feet were stepped on.
There was only one slow song where people started slow dancing and I didn't have anyone so Braylon (friend that asked me) was like, "I guess let's dance.".
It was actually really awkward xD
Then Zach pinched my stomach and I punched him. -.-
So basically I danced all night with my girl friends and ate cake, haha. The cake was really good.
~~~
Tonight I'm going over to Adrianna's for her birthday party.
It'll be fun.
She said to bring a swimsuit.
I hope no one's taking pictures, lol.
~~~
I LOVE MY HAIR WHEN IT'S STRAIGHTENED.
Just saying.
It's awesome.
~~~
I have a rehearsal thing for color guard Tuesday so I probably won't post then.
I may or may not post next Friday 'cause I'm going with Boyfriend to a movie.
<3
I miss him.
~~~
Today, Boyfriend was like "OMG D:<" because a lot of people on his Facebook were making statuses about turtles.
For no apparent reason.
So I, being the awesome Gf that I am, posted one too.
 |
| I'm sorry if you cant see the writing |
 |
| I highlighted some points of interest. |
~~~
I just got back from Adrianna's party.
OMG.
AMAZINGNESS IN PARTY FORM.
So yeah, it was pretty cool.
There was a not-lame water slide and pizza (HAHAHAHA, reminds me of boyfriend :'D) and cake and junk.
Well I'm gonna post this already cause I'm tired of typing.
Byebye, ya'll!
<3
Monday, May 2, 2011
Invisible Mustaches, RPGs, and Pedophilia.
If I was a pedophile I would totally make everything I did pedophilish in some way.
"Hey, feel my legs!"
"Why?"
"I just shaved!"
"Okay!"
**Molestation**
"....Why did you do that?"
"Oh, I apologize, I thought you said to pedofeel you. Common mistake."
THAT WOULD SO HOLD UP IN COURT.
Anyone that disagrees isn't a successful pedophile.
By the way guys, I'm so -not- a pedophile.
xD
I think it's a little bit of the opposite actually.
All of my boyfriends have been older than me.
((ROBBIN' THE GRAVE, FTW?))
Also, just kidding.
They've never been obscenely older than me.
~~~
So anyhow.
I go on a field trip tomorrow. To practice graduation.
:]
'Cause real women practice EVERYTHING. Multiple times in a row.
**Makes masturbation joke**
Ahh. Crudeness. <3
When Sheila wants me to play one of her girly pokemon-parody RPG's I always tell her, "That's a girls game."
Then she's always like, "Briana....you ARE a girl."
And I'm like, "No, no I'm not. I'm a -woman-."
I'd like to share with you that Sheila is a taller, more developed, older female than I.
Ahaha.
~~~
Rahhhhh.
I found out that my friend Dakota lives in Pennsylvania.
I thought he lived in Florida.
Can you say Wtf...?
Haha.
I started to ask him lots of questions about being a Yankee and assorted other things.
Then he started making fun of my accent and my extended use of the word "ya'll".
Sigh.
Silleh boi.
~~~
I just saw one of my ex-boyfriend's Facebook status set as (and I quote):
"
Do you know how much of a turn off it is to see a cute guy and then see his face get savagely attacked by a rat masquerading as facial hair? xD
I mean, true, some guys -can- work it.
That doesn't mean -you- can, guys!
P.S. Hey Boyfriend. I've never seen you with a mustache. Let's try to keep it that way, pwease? Haha. If you reeeeeaally want one....we'll talk.
P.S. P.S. Please shave your face every now and then, regardless. <3
~~~
I have to go twirl a flag in a bit.
Mrs. BPM insists that I work very very hard at my job of rainbow-guardian.
It's not too bad.
Byebye~
<3
Sorry that this post is short!
I don't really have much time to think of anything else.
TheDuckSong
("And then he waddled away, waddle waddle.")
"Hey, feel my legs!"
"Why?"
"I just shaved!"
"Okay!"
**Molestation**
"....Why did you do that?"
"Oh, I apologize, I thought you said to pedofeel you. Common mistake."
THAT WOULD SO HOLD UP IN COURT.
Anyone that disagrees isn't a successful pedophile.
By the way guys, I'm so -not- a pedophile.
xD
I think it's a little bit of the opposite actually.
All of my boyfriends have been older than me.
((ROBBIN' THE GRAVE, FTW?))
Also, just kidding.
They've never been obscenely older than me.
~~~
So anyhow.
I go on a field trip tomorrow. To practice graduation.
:]
'Cause real women practice EVERYTHING. Multiple times in a row.
**Makes masturbation joke**
Ahh. Crudeness. <3
When Sheila wants me to play one of her girly pokemon-parody RPG's I always tell her, "That's a girls game."
Then she's always like, "Briana....you ARE a girl."
And I'm like, "No, no I'm not. I'm a -woman-."
I'd like to share with you that Sheila is a taller, more developed, older female than I.
Ahaha.
~~~
Rahhhhh.
I found out that my friend Dakota lives in Pennsylvania.
I thought he lived in Florida.
Can you say Wtf...?
Haha.
I started to ask him lots of questions about being a Yankee and assorted other things.
Then he started making fun of my accent and my extended use of the word "ya'll".
Sigh.
Silleh boi.
~~~
I just saw one of my ex-boyfriend's Facebook status set as (and I quote):
"
Do you know how much of a turn off it is to see a cute guy and then see his face get savagely attacked by a rat masquerading as facial hair? xD
I mean, true, some guys -can- work it.
That doesn't mean -you- can, guys!
P.S. Hey Boyfriend. I've never seen you with a mustache. Let's try to keep it that way, pwease? Haha. If you reeeeeaally want one....we'll talk.
P.S. P.S. Please shave your face every now and then, regardless. <3
~~~
I have to go twirl a flag in a bit.
Mrs. BPM insists that I work very very hard at my job of rainbow-guardian.
It's not too bad.
Byebye~
<3
Sorry that this post is short!
I don't really have much time to think of anything else.
TheDuckSong
("And then he waddled away, waddle waddle.")
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