Lily cosplayed as Kairi from Kingdom Hearts and I was Misa Amane from Death Note.
People said I looked a lot like her.
It was cool.
Halfway through Mobicon we walked past these two people dressed as Light and L.
They were handcuffed together liked they were that one time in the series and it was like, OhMaiGosh ha.
So we walked by them and at first none of us noticed each other then I glanced back right when L glanced back and was like, "**Waves** :D"
And I was like, "**waves back** :D"
And L was like," **Tugs on light's chain and points at me**"
And Light was like, "MISA!!!! **hugs**"
And I was like "LIGHT!! **hugs back**"
And Sheila was like, "*takes pictures*"
So, it was a cool day. We ate lunch with L and Light and got Light's number and such.
It was a pretty fun day.
We didn't stay for the costume content though.
Sadface.
I got a Misa-bottle-cap necklace, a book, some stickers, some chocolate and etc at Mobicon.
~~~
So, Jessi is pretty pissed at me.
Why?
I haven't been sitting at our lunch table for the past week....
^If that doesn't sound like a good enough reason, I'm a pretty shitty friend in general so yeeeah.
For the first two days of the week Ferdinand and Tosin were like, "BRI WE DONT UNDERSTAND THIS MATH HOMEWORK. COME HERE. NAO.", which is my excuse for those days.
The last three or so were because I wanted to avoid Ashley...
I'm sorry. I can't make excuses. I'm a shitty friend sometimes but I love Jessi and I never want her to think I'm abandoning her.
She wrote me a letter and stuck it in my bookbag..
"Hey Briana,
When you asked me if I was mad at you, I said I wasnt because I never see you anymore, therefore there's nothing for me to be mad at. But I am kinda frustrated about how you never sit at or talk to me anymore. Just b/c you're in color guard at Davidsonnow doesnt mean you have to forget about me, or any of us at the table we used to sit at. I hope you have a GREAT fucking time in high school with your new friends. You dont have to go through the trouble of calling me during the summer either. And by the way, Raegan asked me to sit with her during lunch but I said no because I sit with you and Ashley and Lauren and Brady, but then I saw you over there at their table. Thanks for being a friend. 6th and 7th grade was great, but 8th grade kinda fucking sucked.
- Jessica
(You don't have to talk to me the last two days in this hell hole because all of a sudden you feel bad which I doubt you will)"
I wrote her a letter back and handed it to her in first period. She stuffed it in her bag and walked away...
I don't know if it changed anything.
I apologized for being a shitty friend and told her how I didn't want to lose a best friend.
I hope she forgives me.
~~~
As I've mentioned earlier, I ahven't been sitting at my usual table this past week.
Where have I been sitting?
With Tosin, Ferdinand, and Adrianna. <--- I'm assuming she said the thing about color guard because Adrianna's in color guard with me.
I discovered last night and today that those are pretty much the only people there that like me.
The other people: This girl Susie, a girl named Sarah, a girl named Raugan (mentioned by Jessi. They're kind of friends. I already assumed Raugan disliked me *reminisces on how she made me want to cry during first semester with all of her "jokes" about my ugly/boyish visage*), and a few more people.
So, I've only sat there about five times right?
Apparently, they talk about how I'm taking over the table and how they want me to go away.
0.0
Ferdinand and Tosin didn't tell me because they like me sitting there.
Um....okay?
I knew Sarah disliked me. xD
I had P.E. with her in the 6th grade and she always yelled at me for "being in her way" when I was at my locker. I already knew she was kind of bitchy, but she sits on the polar opposite side of the table than I so I didn't think much of it.
I thought Susie was kind of nice but apparently she thinks I'm replacing their friend Maggie (who is pretty cool, I suppose. I don't really know either of the girls very well).
If I am, then I apologize o.O A lot.
And I'll leave.
People really need to just tell me to fuck off if they want to. It'll jsut save trouble.
I know I tell people to just tell me to fuck off if they want me to jokingly, but usually I'm pretty serious.
Wheeeew. I'm accomplished.
They should make a movie about me.
Briana: The girl who pisses off masses of people without being aware of it.
I really need some form of annoyance-meter where it tells me if I'm annoying someone nearby.
~~~
What I've accomplished in the last few weeks of school:
- I've made two of my close friends hate/greatly dislike me
- I've generally pissed off anyone that I've tried to be friends with
- I've pissed off my mom
Grrrr, this was supposed to be published Saturday night.
Now I'm behind on my ranting schedule.
Oh well. I was going to talk about other stuff but....
I'll seeeee about posting tomorrow.
Only two days left of school.
Let's see if they're as bad as the third....
And so the malignant countdown continues.
(P.S. There's this comic that's amazing that you have to read.
http://archipelagocomic.com/comic/?id=1
if it looks bad it's not.
It's bloody amazing.)
(PsPs: I hope you're okay.)
(PsPsPs: I know :/ )
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